Jennifer's Journal

I think I’m an alien…

When I look around at people I always wonder why I’m not like them. I can never really relate to anyone in anyway. The worst part is that I can’t even pretend to be like them. I try so hard but it just doesn’t happen. My human disguise fucking sucks. Something always gives me away. Some of the most “normal” things that people do I can’t do or even imagine myself doing. I feel out of place no matter where I am or who I’m with. It’s really frustrating to feel so confused because you’re disconnected from a world that everyone else is a part of. So I think to myself there’s just no way I’m human and I don’t belong here. I think I might be the only one of my kind stuck here and I don’t know where home is or if such a place exists. That’s the part that really depresses me.

Source: natalieburiedbeneath